I spent a week in Boston a few weeks ago - for work bullshyt. Anyway, I reached out to some old friends and co-workers as it had be 10+ years since I had seen most, although we had chatted in cyber space. There was one woman who actually lived near my present home for a few years - and we fucked like rabbits from time to time until it got weird (always?) and became single (boyfriend mysteriously gone - did he ever exist?) while my marriage motored along with no problems (nothing out in the open). Anyway, things got weird with us to the point I didn't really want to fuck her - and the last two times, my dick agreed and went to sleep as opposed to some stabbing. Anyway, she was hurt, I was relieved and we moved on. So, she's in Boston and wants to get together - later the better. I do reach out to on first night and she wanted to come over but then said to do it next night I never called her again - bad feelings filled my mind/body as I talked to her, I had no desire to ever see or talk to her again.
On the flip side was my old manager who I desperately wanted to bang while working under her. We took various trips together, danced, drank, lots of flirting but never a move. Toward the end of my employment, I went to her house for dinner - well prepared, full meal, he roommate quickly disappeared to give us time - I immediately become nervous, because at that time I decided to knot try anything and I did not - it turned into a boring, awkward weekend. We saw each other briefly after that until most recent trip. Now, she is still single and was overwhelmingly happy for chance to see me. We went to gathering as well as Red Sox game on Friday night. She went on and on about work, old friends family and the facade faded to reveal a lonely, workaholic with very little to tell. All of her stories were about other people - cousins aunt mom, dad, an so forth. She never gave a straight answer and talked endlessly. It was all exciting until I flew home and replay the conversation over and over and over in my head (yes ADHD) - no substance could be pulled from her talk.
On the flip side was my old manager who I desperately wanted to bang while working under her. We took various trips together, danced, drank, lots of flirting but never a move. Toward the end of my employment, I went to her house for dinner - well prepared, full meal, he roommate quickly disappeared to give us time - I immediately become nervous, because at that time I decided to knot try anything and I did not - it turned into a boring, awkward weekend. We saw each other briefly after that until most recent trip. Now, she is still single and was overwhelmingly happy for chance to see me. We went to gathering as well as Red Sox game on Friday night. She went on and on about work, old friends family and the facade faded to reveal a lonely, workaholic with very little to tell. All of her stories were about other people - cousins aunt mom, dad, an so forth. She never gave a straight answer and talked endlessly. It was all exciting until I flew home and replay the conversation over and over and over in my head (yes ADHD) - no substance could be pulled from her talk.
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