Observations

• I ran into an ex today - well, I don't think she saw me but I ducked behind a wall as I recognized her. She rocked my world five or so years ago, blew my mind and put a brief spell on me. Wow ow wow, she looks like she has swallowed another instance of herself - gained a lot of wait. Yeah, a lot (imagined my hands/arms spread wide). Its not good for my health and not conducive to any bragging - as I'd never nudge and tell another that she begged to suck my dick. She wasn't petite when we were together, but just a curvy woman. Now she is just one curve - a bloated circle.
• Sitting at ballgame - surrounded by only a few folks (rare cool July evening). You ever focus and eavesdrop on such conversations? Wild and numbing, the couple behind had a 15 minute discussion on who would get a deep fried pile of pastry covered in powered sugar. A quick glance via peripheral vision revealed that neither of the three needed any of it. They needed a salad (no dressing) and a glass of water. Finally, the heavy daughter waddles away to get it. Once gone the supposed parents ridicule her food choice and the father berates the mother for not helping the child - he contends she would've done it for the boys, she does not disagree.
• The guy to my left takes it upon himself to scream out all of the on field plays and tell two younger boys what happened and why it happened. The trouble was/is that he is/was wrong - the left fielder is in left not right field. A .289 average is not terrible and hitting the cutoff guy from outfield is textbook as opposed to going home. He lambasted the first place umpire over a blown call at first - that was clearly the correct call (watch replay on video board).
• Two girls a few rows down from me take 1017 selfies. I don't think they even know they were at a baseball game. Really people, selfies need to stop.
• With baby and baby mama returning, the boy is gone That could've been the last time he stays with us an extended time. I didn't know he was leaving, thought it was tomorrow, I was sad as he left - didn't get a chance to say good-bye.
• Sister broke a leg on a fall - no doubt in my mind that she was hammered. Alcohol continues to destroy whatever version of a family I have.
• I hate my job - no seriously, it is a mind numbing experience, alternatives are being searched.